Beautiful Demon

I have spent decades in this
place, (this accursed psychiatric
temple where the monks eat meat
and carry "bloods"in bags transcluscent).
I have spent decades of seconds
of months, of years,
In all,
I have spent decades
of many things.
But in all my wantings
wanderings, founderings
longings-
Never have I met
such beautiful demon
whose heart is made
of pristine darkness
and whose voided soul
makes me want to
lose mine,